a NEET in her early twenties

autistic esoteric sapphic pessimistic ritualistic mystic

you can also call me rikki

not a lot of thought went into that. i was just watching h2o

i love my friends and music

even though friends are mostly temporary for me, i still care about them

but music lives forever

slowly getting more and more detached from the current times

detached from society since birth

society ......

i really like happy hardcore

and industrial

and many other musics

i like playing osu! every so often but just for fun. i'm not competitive on that game because i will definitely spiral even further into madness and injure myself

windows xp was the peak of humanity

my favourite film is heathers since i was like 14

i am ashamed of my past

and my present

and i'm really angry at everyone who has ever wronged me

i don't feel like i have any future and everything that i was pushed to breaking point every day working towards was for naught

my favourite season is probably spring

i love fragrances & i have a small collection that covers quite a wide variety of different types of scent

i am a huge enthusiast of futuristic design styles of the late 90s and 2000s. tried to bake it into this site but it didn't rlly work out

i'll think of more stuff to put here soon